Friday, February 27, 2009
friday entryI had a deep sleep last night, and I remembered my dream again. And having that dream is like God's way in answering my prayer the previous night. He gave me lots of signs and instances already but still I was stubborn to listen and understand. I know he is watching over me, and he wants the best for me. All I need is trust Him. :)
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Can't wait for sweldo, because I want to shop :). I want to buy some clothes, jeans, shoes and bag. How I wish I can buy those things in one setting, but I know I can't. But before that, top of my to buy list is a decent umbrella. Haahahah! I seriously want the umbrella that can only be as big as a wallet if not used. Hehehe. And a notebook memory too would be nice. Nah, umbrella pa rin ang priority ko. :D
Have a nice day, everyone!
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
still very weak.i think I have been stressed out lately that my body easily get tired. I had fever few days ago, and now, I have these back pains. I know I have to relax a bit, and stop thinking of many things. A lot of things happened these past days/months and I think I have to let go of some things that in the first place not my concern anymore. as what someone told me, it's not always about me.
if only lessons in life are all in the textbooks that we have in school, I could have mastered it already. but, yeah, this is what life is all about... a learning experience everyday.
what is life na pod ta fwends. :)
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
when everything is pulling you downi don't want to dwell on the negative things that I am feeling right now, but I can't deny that these things shaken me and making me feel sad.
i know i'll get over this.
Just what is it in me?
Sometimes I just don't know
What keeps me in Your love,
Why you never let me go
And though you're in me now,
I fall and hurt you still
My Lord, please show me how
To know just how you feel
You have forgiven me
Too many times it seems
I feel I'm not what you might call
A worthy Christian after all
And though I love You so
Temptation finds its way to me
Teach me to trust in You
With all my heart
To lean not on my own understanding
I just forget
You won't give me what I can't bear
Take me out of the dark, my Lord
I don't wanna be there
You've never left my side
You gave Your hand to me to hold
Oh Jesus, I'm no longer in the cold
And yet, I leave You there
When I feel satisfied
I'd like to thank You every day
Not only when I feel that way
I've never known a Man
Who'd give His life for sinners like me
And yet, because He loves us so
He's promised us eternity
And we can have that promise
And be His if we have faith
And just believe
Teach us to trust in you
With all my heart
To lean not on my own understanding
We just forget
You won't give us what we can't bear
Take us out of the dark, My Lord
'Cause we don't want to be alone
Take me out of the dark, My Lord
We don't wanna be there, My Lord
Trust in You with all my heart
Lean not on my own understanding
I just forget
You won't give me what I can't bear
Take me out of the dark, My Lord
Cause we don't want to be alone
Take me out of the dark, My Lord
I don't want to be there
Monday, February 23, 2009
good morning, sunshine!such a happy note early in the morning. Thanks tic, and thanks to Ruffa and Ai. Hehehe. :)
It's almost 3 in the morning and I am about to sleep. Just had a fun and spontaneous night with a friend. I had mango cooler (with vodka?), margarita and kamikazee. Two consecutive nights seeing the night lights of the city feels great. It certainly gave me a relaxing feeling.
Sometimes, it will take someone to make you realize a lot of things, even how much you contemplate about things that happened within yourself. I know the night is not supposedly about me, but I was such a scene stealer. Tsk. But, all I know is we had fun.
To all my friends: maski asa mo happy, even if I am not part of it, I will be happy for you. And if you need me, I will always be here. :) Char! Epekto sa alcohol. Hahaha! But, really, I am serious.
Have to sleep now coz I'll be traveling tomorrow. Tata!
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Happy Birthday, Naksi!
I know you are not getting any younger, but, you will be forever our Naksi. :)
Luv yah!
I am posting the best pic i took with you and your crush. :D You owe me a lot on this! hehehe.
Mwahh!
Luv yah!
I am posting the best pic i took with you and your crush. :D You owe me a lot on this! hehehe.
Mwahh!
but seriously, Angelica should be threatened. nyahaha!
Friday, February 20, 2009
down.i am actually feeling down today... physically. I have this very weak body, a headache and a tonsillitis. and i don't feel good about a lot of things. especially the comments that i am getting fat again (since when did i lose weight?). arrgh. i seriously want to go back to the gym, and dance again. i miss dancing. but, my previous gym is just so expensive, and i swear that i have to cut expenses in times of financial crisis. we'll never know tomorrow, so, it's always good to be prepared.
for now, i have to get the energy back, and feel good again. i've been telling myself that diet pills are not an option... so, i might drink tea instead.
do you know how it feels when someone lie to you?
it sucks. big time. especially if the person is trying to defend herself/himself and she/he doesn't have any idea what you know.
i hope you are happy and proud of what you are doing. :)
Thursday, February 19, 2009
a thought before i'll sleepsometimes, negative energies consume you. and you just need to kick them out from your system, or else, they will eat you alive...
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
music loveri know i've been posting a lot of lyrics here in my blog. if you are a music lover like me, you can check out the song, or, the video of the song that i posted. or not, just read the lyrics. heheh. :) so, expect more lyrics or videos to be posted in my blog from time to time. hope you'll check those songs out. (namugos! hehe) someday, i'll be posting my composed song, and it will be a hit. dili nako mag copy paste. nyahaha. and if i'll have my dream house or a dream condo someday, i'll install a surround sound technology. libre lang ang mangarap, so, let's dream big. :D for the meantime, i am in love with my ipod, MP3 players, and everything that i own that has something to do with music. can't leave without them. ahihi. :)
leaving you a happy snap shot together with N. She's witty, bubbly and soo cutie. She speaks in English and she sounds so slang when she talks in Cebuano. Hahah!. She actually reminds me of our own baby Chy.
4 am already! tata!
Sunday, February 15, 2009
t-shirtHey, ohh, let me tell you no.
Oh baby.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I never use to go out without you, I'm not sure I remember how to.
I'm gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gonna have to wait cause, I don't know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you,
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but I'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping, but I didn't get past the door and, now I don't know now I don't know if I'm, ever really gonna let you go and I, couldnt even leave my appartment.
I'm stripped down torn up about it.
Trying to decide, trying to decide if I, really wanna go out tonight.
I couldn't even leave my appartment, I'm stripped down torn up about it.
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay.
Hey hey, nothing feels right when I'm not with you.
Sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm mising you.
Ima step out of this lengerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
In nothing but your t-shirt on(2x)
Happy Heart's day, everyone!
Hope, everyone is having a happy, healthy heart...
Friday, February 13, 2009
...i am just plainly damn tired. and exhausted. about everything.
i want to sleep... or maybe before going to sleep, sip a little of alcohol to make sure that i'll have a good sleep.
teqs, anyone?
Thursday, February 12, 2009
blindI was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
When part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
When part of me died when I let you go
After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you is blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
When part of me died when I let you go
When I loved you more than you'll ever know
When part of me dies when I let you go
~lifehouse
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
sad realityit's a sad thing that this economic crisis is getting worst. i thought I can shrug this off, but, everyday, the news is getting louder and louder that it's already hard to ignore. Check this link for JobsCentral's retrenchment watch. I am sad to those people who were retrench. :( what will happen to them? and their families? :(
Everything is so unpredictable, that's why I want to do something regarding my expenses. From now on, no more lunch in IT park and no more taxi cabs for me. For the meantime, the stereo cabinet that I want to buy will be put on hold. I know there are still a lot of ways to minimize my expenses.
i pray that this crisis will already stop. :(
i am kinda sad with what happened to Rihanna and Chris Brown. If you don't know what I am talking about, then, google it. :) since both are not giving official statements yet, so, no one can really tell us what happened. but, whatever is the story, being violent is not an excuse.
the bash! hehehe.
Monday, February 09, 2009
mood: busy, exhausted but excited!well, it's Monday, what can you expect? especially that I was not online last weekend, I am now swamped with tasks, and not to mention, so many emails to read (include the many blogs to hop.hehe) but, I am not really complaining. I can work hard. I will work hard especially for our coming trip. It's also one thing that excites me. :)
And no, I am not bored either. I am also busy reuniting with iTunes again, and so excited to upload newly discovered favorite songs. I am currently crazy with boyce avenue, though most of their songs are remake, but, syeet, they are talented(especially the lead artist). how i wish i'll have 1/4 of his talent... he can play the guitar, piano, drums, and not to mention, he got the voice. well, i can settle with being in love with music.
today is a happy day. la, la, la, la.... :)
Friday, February 06, 2009
it's flydaybut i am staying.
i will be working tonight, and maybe watch newly downloaded movies and tv series.
And gosh, i am browsing the Sony Ericsson site again. I want the W980 model. I've been really wanting to have a flip phone ever since the world begun, and for some reasons, I ended up with another phone unit. I am currently happy with my 3-year old phone, so, there's no reason actually why I should buy a new one. And besides, it's just a WANT, not a NEED.
but, having that phone unit excites me. :( maybe on my birthday? let's see... well, i still have months to think about it. And besides, I have a long list of priorities on what to buy. Here are some:
1. a new mouse - i love my pinky mouse right now, but it gets really slippery especially that my palm is sweaty. (by the way, what does having sweaty palm means? money ba? i wish! hahha!)
2. a gorilla tripod - not really sure if worth the money, but, i want to browse for one.
3. ipod cable - para sa tv nako mag watch ug movies. :)
4. new set of earphone/headset - been wishing this since last year. hehe.
looks like i need to work hard.
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
mood: thankfulnegative feelings and thoughts invaded these past days, but i manage to pull it through. And with these small blessings i get everyday, i can't let this moment pass by without feeling thankful. I complained a lot (silently), and these simple blessings i received made me appreciate more on what i have right now. If only my attitude will be like this everyday, life will be as beautiful as the Flowering Cherry .
I am writing this while having a bad headache, and about to puke. Arrgh. Agony. I really want to write more. And talk more.
Monday, February 02, 2009
hi february!I wanted to greet the first Monday of the month with a happy mood, but, I am not. Yep, I am sad for no particular reason. This is probably because of some random things... Like the headache I have right now, my karma went down, a friend's sadness mode, a not so good dream, and a lot more.
i just probably need to watch a new tv series and be lost in their world again. or a candy.
or a beer. or not.
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