It's been years already that i kept that old hair style, and it was totally an unplanned thing that i will cut my hair. It's a big deal because, it's not the usual 2-inch straight hair cut. and a lot of people loved my old hair, including my Mom. (Sowee ma, i swear, my hair grows fast! ) And yeah, loved that hair too!
It's so funny when i went inside the salon, and was asked what kind of style i want...all i said was "any hairstyle as long as not boy cut". hehehe. she could have use my hair for experiment. I swear, i didn't really care how i will look like after.. all i want is to do something with my hair, to go beyond my comfort hair styles without any worries or fears of negative comments.
Some asked why i cut my hair, ( some with disappointing look while some gave their approving nod..) and all i can answer was, I GOT BORED. Yes, kinda true, but, probably, their are unexplainable reasons that pushed me to that hasty decision. All i know is, it's a liberating feeling to do things like this. It simply makes me feel good. Well, this is better than using my credit card, right? =)
Guess i have no choice but to get use to with my new hair.
No words are left now to be spoken When all my promises are broken And all excuses i have used in justifying My actions move me so much closer to the fire But now i know Seems i've lost my soul
Make me and take me Can you find me in this world I've chosen and never let me go Hold me and mold me And if there's no other way To make me whole Go ahead and break me Then remake me Hold it on i won't give up Coz i know you wont give up On me
Grow weary of my ways pretending Showing i'm okay when i am hurting But now i know Time to find my soul
I've been too proud And now i don't know where to go And like the son who came back home Im giving you my life My mind, my heart, my soul I'm trusting you enough to break me Then to make me whole
Can you find me in this world I've lost and never let me go Hold me and mold me And if there's no other way To make me whole Go ahead and break, break me Gently remake me Hold it on i won't give up Coz i know you won't give up You're never givin up on me