Tuesday, September 26, 2006

haay


i cried because i have no shoes, until i saw a man with no feet.

Yes, I don't have any right to complain.

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Monday, September 25, 2006

i will sing


Lord You seem so far away. A million miles or more it feels today.
And though I haven't lost my faith, I must confess right now that it's hard for me to pray.
But I don't know what to say and I don't know where to start.
But as you give the grace with all that's in my heart.

I will sing.
I will praise even in my darkest time through the sorrow and the pain.
I will sing. I will praise.
Lift my hands to honor You because Your word is true. I will sing.

Lord it's hard for me to see all the thoughts and plans You have for me.
But I will put my trust in You. Lord will meet Your guide to set me free.
But I don't know what to say and I don't know where to start.
But as you give the grace with all that's in my heart.

-don moen

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Saturday, September 23, 2006

happy, sad, angry note


I am supposed to be out tonight, but, i prefer to stay put, touch base, and just do nothing. I've been going out a lot lately, and for 3 weeks now, i didn't get enough sleep. And the result? A stressful and pimpled face. Now, i want a beauty rest whole week next week.. gee, do i sound so vain? well, just expressing this girl in me. =)

yes, i havent updated this blog lately. and, some of my HUNGRY readers (cge! mag react na kayo! hahaha!!) are already complaining. I am sorry, but, my thoughts have been busy the past days, and i've been so disorganized. I made lots of conversations with friends that made me realized lots of things ... I heard happy , sad and exciting news from them. I enjoyed every conversation, every laugh, and it blows my mind to hear such exciting and unbelievable story from a friend, and so as I savor every inch of pain for every sad news i heard. So, what's the big deal with these conversations?? Aside from it keeps my mind away from my own problems and miseries, it made me feel my worth. It made me feel that i have a role, and i am needed somehow. And thanks for trusting me. In this world when sometimes I feel useless, i never imagined that simple incidents and experiences would make you feel otherwise.. and yes, that's something BIG for this young soul...


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On a diffent note, someone who is lurking around might made fun of this blog, saying how pathetic i could get to pour my emotions on this vast space. Well, i tell you, this is my space and to hell with what YOU think of me. I am doing this for my own satisfaction, so, if you can't bear what i am writing here, so, read this: GET LOST.

Now, i am thinking of migrating to another address..

Well, that was my PISSED head talking. Gotta end this, before i become a totally war freak b*t*h.


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Saturday, September 09, 2006

those were the days...


Of all the things Ive ever done
Finding you will prove to be
The most important one
I would never trade the tears
The conversation no-one hears
The learning how to walk before we run

Of all the kites I ever flew
Most came tumbling down
Except the one I sent up with you
I dont wanna change a thing
Break the spell
Cut the string
When every wish I made is coming true
With you

Sometimes I forget
To say how much I love you
Purposely I bet
cause Im so busy thinking of you

So, in this world of odds and ends
Id rather have a part of you
Than all of my so-called friends
You have taught me how to feel
What is false and what is real
Of all the things I ever wanna do
I think Ill start and end with loving you

Oh, you have taught me how to feel
What is false and what is real
Of all the things I ever wanna do
I think Ill start and end with loving you

(dennis lambert / brian potter)

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epekto ni if naa work on a Saturday, and it's a damn holiday too! Amards galore!

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someday


Alone and misunderstood
That's why i came to you
The feelings i have inside
With you, i can't hide

I see that life's a game
Get hurt, but who's to blame
I guess i'm just a child
In a world that's very wild

Where can i find a place that's full of tenderness
I get there when i close my eyes and hold and pray
That you and i will be there


Someday, i say
We'll make a brighter day better than our yesterday
Someday, i say
We'll make a brighter day but today's our chance to be there


Is there a room for change
There are things to rearrange
I thought that we are young
And temptations are strong

But i've got to start with me
It's hard but let it be
It may take some time
Fixing up a perfect life

Where can i find a place that's full of tenderness
I get there when i close my eyes and hold and pray
That you and i will be there

Once in a while, you get down and get wild
Set the rain hope so i took some dope
What happened to your start, not a dumb old fun
I had renewed my faith, better not be late
'cause i hate to go back again wasting my life and sin
I got my lord to obey now, so i say now
Take a ride home, go, take a ride home, go
Back to the father

To do the chance to be there
Someday, i say
But today's our chance
We'll make a brighter day and today's our chance to be there

-- barbie's cradle

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

my personality daw...

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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TRUE?? Hmm.. i don't easily get hurt, but definitely, takes long to recover. ;)



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