Wednesday, August 30, 2006
i'm alive!!!Some of my avid readers (aheem) here were complaining why i haven't had a real entry for quite awhile. Good to know, that some were entertained on my useless writings here. And some, just want to know how i was doing through my entries. And i am touched.. Awww...But, honestly, nothing much interesting happened to me lately. But, i want to share about what triggered my emotions these past few days...
that beautiful sunrise on a Sunday morning...
it fills my heart with joy and peacefulness...it made me praise the Lord at that very moment.. and made me jump out of my bed and go to church.. (which is, very unusual for me, since i usually wake up very late, esp on a weekends) Sometimes, it only needs a single glance of God's creation, for us to appreciate His greatness! That very moment is simply magical.
the prayer we recited for war in Lebanon..
yes, made me think of all the children there.. the life and trauma they experienced. made me ask WHY? i pity them.. i pity those people who resorted in wars because of conflicting ideas and interests.i pity those innocent lives taken. i don't know what to say, but, are there no other ways to resolve conflicts?
Angry Management lessons that i am taking...
I am currently on my 1st semester of my class.. hahaha!! but, really, it's a lesson i need to learn for myself. things had not been healthy for me the past days, as i, a calm person before, now reached on my boiling point over a very small issue, or even from a casual conversation i had with someone. oh God, help me on my struggles...
that news my Mom shared with me...
yes, this is still kinda related with the previous one because this news made me really angry too. but this time, it's no excuse not to be angry. i hate those people who were so unfair. My mom is putting much effort to help them, yet, at the end, my Mom now looks like the monster in their lives. i don't want to elaborate the details of what happened, but, certainly, some people can be sooo inconsiderate and selfish.
and that loud shout "Mommmmmy!!!" from my baby..
gosh, i could have record it, and listen to it again and again, while she's away from me. it gives me a wonderful feeling... being identified by that cute, little , 2-year old angel...well, actually, she's turning two this september 11, a 911 baby. hehehe. And i'm gonna miss her party.. :-(
and who would not be happy, when the tres marias are together? this is really a rare opportunity..
now, who's the fairest of 'em all??
i felt good writing this entry. yes, i am still alive ;)
Thursday, August 24, 2006
tiredIt's been weeks, since i get high in writing my thoughts, and my experiences.
it's just that, it seems that all my energy are all used up at the end of the day.
and this is one of those days again.
bare with me, i am just really tired...
Friday, August 18, 2006
a thoughtsometimes, you just feel numb. you don't feel sad, nor, extremely happy.
you can't complain either because it's a feeling you don't wanna lose and you
are hoping for it not to stop. coz this is better than breaking down in tears, or jumping
high in joy..
you get CONTENTED. it's this state that keeps you kickin.
Thursday, August 03, 2006
end of the day posti usually open this account with something in mind to blog. but, today, nothing, nada...
as i scan my memory on the things that happened this week, so here i am, typing faster before things would slip from my mind..
start with my monday this week.. got full of ENLIGHTENING WORDS (the more decent term of yawyaw) from my friends. I am not complaining, and I honestly need those words, and indeed, after weeks and months of digesting what they said, i finally decided. (don't ask what are those decisions). And here I am. I don't know how i am doing so far, but, a lot of times, i feel like, i suck. It made me realize how impatient, self-centered, paranoid biatch i became. And suddenly, it's so difficult to say "I'M SORRY". but, i have to learn those things again. this is all part of the process to become a better, happier, and more beautiful me. ahihihi. so, pray for me, as i struggle the evil in me. =)
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i am excited for the coming days... naksi will be coming home this saturday from manila finally! i missed her so much after 2 weeks of being away from me.. then, a friend will be coming home from singapore.. and, ate and chy will be coming home too!! soooo exciting!
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bontic will be out from the office for the whole week next week. it will be a lonely week for me then here in the office, with no partner-in-crime around. but, i'll be praying for that one goal. or more. ;)
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we will be watching SUKOB tomorrow. we will miss you roms... but, then again, i know you don't want to watch this kind of movie with me and sit beside me.. hahahah!!
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i love the new plugin installed on my messenger.. a carrot cartoon character that will pop up at the bottom right on my screen, with a message that says: "name" has sent you a funky message. isn't that cute? heheh. i guess, i'll get annoyed by this soon. and hope not that soon. i am still enjoying it.
now, i am talking crap. that's all for now, i guess. TATA!
PS.
i love you friends. you keep me sane.
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