Thursday, June 29, 2006
Warrior of the LightThe excerpt below is from Paul Coelho's Warrior of the Light, and my friends chose this excerpt for me. And, trully, i soooo agree with them. Well, i know some people can relate with this too..
The friends of the Warrior of the Light ask him where he draws his energy from. He says: "From the hidden enemy."
His friends ask who that is.
The Warrior responds: "Someone we can no longer hurt."
It might be a boy who beat him in a childhood fight, the girlfriend who left him when he was eleven, or the teacher who said he was stupid. When he is tired, the Warrior reminds himself that these enemies have still not seen his courage.
He does not consider revenge, because the hidden enemy is no longer part of his story. He thinks only of improving his skills so that that his deeds will be known throughout the world and reach the ears of those who have hurt him in the past.
Yesterday's pain is the Warrior of the Light's strength.
Amen.
Friday, June 23, 2006
secrets revealed| Your Love Life Secrets Are |
 Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. |
STOP THINK
Aliya Parcs
Here we go again
Falling in love again
Falling in love all over
We thought we've seen the end
Thought it was over then
But the feeling's back
And we're was starting over
Hanging conversations
Silly accusations
We never made it through
Cause me and you
We never had a chance
And now we're taking another
Stop, think, wait a minute
Is it love that we really feel?
We've been hurting bad
We've been hurt before
Don't you fall until we know for sure
Stop, think, wait a minute
Is it love that we really feel?
We've been there before
We've been through that door
Don't you fall until we know for sure
Here we go again
Taking a chance again
Finding ourselves together
Falling in love again
And losing it all again
Watching the world go by
As we're starting over
Playing the fool together
Playing the game too long
Thought we were wising up
But we're starting over
I don't care if we're wrong
Gotta think, gotta think, gotta think it through, no, no
Stop, think, wait a minute
Is it love, that I really feel?
Labels: music
Thursday, June 22, 2006
the dreami had this scary dream last night. our house was attacked by some killer cat, and anyone who would go near to the cat would surely die. i didn't have a clear view of how it looks like at first since the cat is always hiding in a dark place... i was so scared that i can feel my heartbeat for real. i saw dead bodies all over the place (ingon ana ka horror..), and as my sis and i went near the cat, it jumped and went out to the gate, and i felt so relieved.. then, this time, i saw a much clearer view of how the cat looks like:
i swear, i am not kidding. the moment i wake up, i was scared, yet, i can't help but laugh. now, i am trying to figure out what's the meaning of that weird dream. hahaha!!GARFIELD FANATIC
yep. i am. we are. (me and my sisters) i don't know how, when, or where it started, but, my first memory of being a garfield fanatic was when i was about 6 years old when, me and my sisters wore this garfield tshirts, same design, but, different colors, and i have all those bunch of clothes that are also in garfield brand. then, different collections came after.. from mugs, to posters, bags, stuff toys, to any collectible items that has garfield on it. and yeah, i began to love lasagna too! hahah!! then, i enjoyed reading garfield comics, and the adventures of this witty, sarcastic, lazy cat. and i did not miss garfield the movie. yada.. yada... and the list goes on. =)
hmmm.. could it be that the meaning of that dream is i need to watch garfield the movie 2?
whatever. basta, nalingaw ko! hahaha!!
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
i need that adrenalin rushi only had 2 hours of sleep.
and this tonsillitis and headache are killing me.
my sis is sick, and i am worried.
and so many things to do here in the office.
and can't seem to concentrate.. =(
Friday, June 16, 2006
magic BALLanswer from the magic 8-ball regarding my inquiry :
WITHOUT A DOUBT.
Let's see.
I hope the ball is right.
WITHOUT A DOUBT.
Let's see.
I hope the ball is right.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
etcheL!sheezzz... my thoughts are so disorganize.
and i can't even bring myself to write a sentence or two..
i hate this feeling. i want to write!!!!!
i want to write about my wall climbing experience. my unplanned trip to dumaguete. my bonding with a friend. my visit with my foster parents. about a friend who recently found out about my blog and was amazed on all the stuffs i wrote here. about anything and everything.
now, i am writing.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
to you dear
your happiness is my happiness.
even how cliche or corny it may sound, but, i mean it from the bottom of my heart. i've seen you broken-hearted, struggled to fight back pain and loneliness, tried to get yourself back, and waited again for a true love. there were times that unspoken words were more than enough to convey that you are ready to embrace love, embrace that lucky SOMEONE, and embrace life again. i know your friends will always have a space in your heart, but, there is always that empty space waiting for that SOMEONE to fill in.
but the long wait is over. you are now HOME. so, hush hush now dear, for you are in his arms already and i see you glowing as you give your love.
i am proud of you for doing that bold decision. stay happy always.
--
i still have so much to say, but, i guess, i just can't find the right words...
Sunday, June 04, 2006
allow me to write this.the whole month of may was a blast. toured around bohol many times, went to Panglao island, cabilao island and bantayan island, party here and there, and meet lots of old and new friends alike. and the effect?? i am soooo tan now. well, i don't really care. lots of people out there surely envy my color. (sour graping.. hehehe.)
it's now 1st week of june. summer is over and rainy season is here. and that would mean more time to stay at home, watch dvd, more idle moments, and lazy weekends. and this weekend is the first. and the idleness that i felt made me crazy. enough sipping those alcohol, which made me forgot about lots of things temporarily, made me laugh as loud as i could, and made me an emotional psycho later on. enough texting my friends (love u guys, can't imagine life without you.) and telling them that i am sad, but, can't explain why either. enough dragging someone to where i am now, coz i know, they also have life that i probably don't have.
and i stopped blaming anyone but myself. what and who i am now is because on how i respond on things that happened to me. i fall a lot of times and the important thing is i tried to stand up in every fall. if every pain, disappointment, sadness, and loneliness made me a scared, pathetic, impossible and paranoid me, then, let it be. people may misunderstood me and that's probably because understanding me as of this moment in my life is probably impossible too. yeah, i am scared and trembling inside. i get used to on where i am now, and one step forward would just create an explosion that will make me more scared than i am now.
and i am stuck in nowhere. i have seen people and friends moving on.. from a broken hearted to a soo in love status; they moved on to other countries and get a new life there; they moved on to other company and start a new career.. and yes! they are leaving. they are leaving their old life and they left me... and it scares me also that one day, i will found out that all of them are leaving me because they embrace change. and i'll be alone. but, what can i do? but be happy for them?
and back to my weekend..
and yes, i did it alone. i spent the day cleaning, with all the sweat all over my body while listening to very loud music, went malling, and gosh, bought some unplanned things for myself. now, i'll expect my credit card bill soaring high next month, but, i worry less of that as of the moment. went to a coffee shop, coz i think it's a better substitute of alcohol, went to a bar that plays "depressive" songs, and read paul coelho's the alchemist. and indeed, the whole universe conspire to help me achieve all these in a day.
successful in fighting back the enemy in me, i felt victorious.
victorious, yet lonely.
Friday, June 02, 2006
coshie
i'm gonna miss this guy ... the whole group will miss him.
he has been a brother, a teacher, a confidant, and one great friend..
spread your wings. fly. and reach those stars.
take care always roms.
he has been a brother, a teacher, a confidant, and one great friend..
spread your wings. fly. and reach those stars.
take care always roms.
Thursday, June 01, 2006
feel ko lang ang songA CITY OF SLEEPING HEARTS
urbandub
The air is still at 3
The streets are asleep for now
The world, it folds it's arms
It embraces me.
And hides me from all harm
It hides me from all harm.
I ponder the loss of stars
In the night sky,
A smoked filled air tonight
For all of us
I weep for our loss.
I wander these streets
The corners I turn
Solace in shadows and road lights
That burn comfort in thoughts
I am home.
Tears flood the streets at 3
Drowning out my broken heart
Loneliness spreads it's arms
It embraces me.
And kills me so slowly
It kills me so slowly.
Labels: music
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