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Friday, September 30, 2005

independence day!

Sick and alone. What a perfect combination. It's this time of my life that I miss my mom most. I realized how lonely it seems to get your tired body go to the drugstore, and asked a pharmacist what could be the best medicine. I think i am just so scared to bring myself to a hospital or a clinic. Eversince, I have a phobia on doctors or might be, i am just running away of the thought that it would be more lonely to bring myself to the hospital alone.

Nevertheless, I did manage everything. I got to run to the grocery store and look for something to eat that could at least energized my body. Fruits? Soup? Milk? I never thought it would be this difficult to look for something that I want, when, i don't really feel like eating in the first place. And I thought, how did my Mom know what kind of food to prepare and what medicine to give? All i could remember is when I am sick, I am just there to rest and not to think of anything... Hmm...which made me plan of going home this coming weekend and be pampered again. I do believe that moms are best doctors;-)

And I think this is what you call, the practice of independence..

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