i've been working like hell for the past days... i just feel so tired now, but, let me just say what i wanna say... Friday -- i went home at around 2am (that's saturday dawn) to solve some problems here in the office when everyone seems to be out and having fun..
Saturday -- i have to work whole day! Aside from it's a Saturday, it's a holiday! Some of my friends went out of town, but i just couldn't go with them because of work... I needed a good sleep!!
Sunday -- i was called up to go to the office to fix some errors.. office on a sunday?? what a life!!!
Monday -- i woke up from my nice sleep and was informed that another error occured (by the way.. these are different errors! ) I went to the office earlier than my regular time in..
Tuesday -- Another error. (again?!?) I went home at 12mn disappointed since we were not able to fix the problem. I gave up and call it a night.
Wednesday -- Fixing same problem like yesterday and at exactly 8:30pm, we were able to catch the bug!! I just felt so dumb and disappointed with myself that i have to write this to release the negative energies that i have!
Tomorrow -- i dunno what's in store tomorrow .. all i know is i am disappointed and not happy with myself right now.
No one hurt my fragile little mind right now It´s tangled up, and don´t you know The pussycat in me is curling up right now But I´ll bloom from the inside out
But right now there´s dust on my guitar you f#%@ and it´s all your fault oh, you paralyze my mind and for that you suck Freedom´s on my list today and I´m feeling pissed But my timeless thoughts and ageless mind won´t let you get away And your guilty little conscience won´t either
We all take risk´s we all fall hard But you, you went too far and I´m too plush for your pathetic digs And you´re the only one, you’ll scar
maybe you don’t know this maybe you haven’t noticed the way you make things complicated well I am all alone wondering what’s so wrong and why you always have to change your mind
you tell me you love me you show me you don’t so how am I supposed to know
you bring me up so highI feel I’m floating, I think I’m flying you pull me down so lowI think I’m drowning,I feel I’m dying
lately I’ve been thinking how you’ve left me hanging here with the way you’ve been so inconsistent well I have heard your stories all your lame excuses, your promises,are making me so confused
I once, long ago, saw an angel in my sky An angel that my life has now been touched by. She caught my eye with loving stare. I looked into hers, such a beautiful glare. She enters my path when danger is near, To show me a new route away from all fear. With her wings of white and her halo of blue. Im not alone with her, she watches over you too. She is the our angel guardian, angel of the city. For eyes too blind to see, i do so pity. She's come from the sky, yet she never touches the ground. She can sing to your heart without making a sound. The angel delivers our messages of prayer to the king. His love and grace back to you, is what she will bring. And by the way, for what it's worth,You can be sure she has been with us all since birth. My little message to my fellow mankind. Keep her by your side, don't ever leave her behind. - Anonymous-
Posted by J o a N ::
2:33 PM ::
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"Everything's so blurry...and everyone's so fake....and everybody's empty....and everything is so messed up....."
Posted by J o a N ::
1:22 PM ::
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Nothing really in my mind at this very moment. Just hearing the discussion of my boss with the other boss from the system department. I think it's about our new server or something.. well, i really care less at this very moment. Aside from that noise, all i can hear is the sound of the centralized aircondition. Everyone is out for lunch. Just some few people on their respective tables, enjoying their lunch break and doing some stuffs like surfing the net, checking their emails, chatting with someone, or probably, doing exactly what i do now...
I guess, I'll publish a more sensible blog next time. I hope.
Posted by J o a N ::
3:53 AM ::
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